Sunday, August 16, 2009

iBlog

okay! so here's the story.

I know it's kinda weird blogging in the middle of the night. And it's kinda making me nervous right now blogging at this period. I might get caught by one of our house members wide awake and still facing my ass on the computer. But I just can't find my way to the dreamland and I thought that maybe blogging my feelings would help me out! I have been crying for these past few minutes. I'm currently nervous for tomorrow's Periodical Examination in our Folk dance. I was not able to supply the required costume for our exam and I hate to fail any tests. I'm currently having a tough relation with my mom- and as of now, I hate her! She has been the most supportive mom ever on my elementary years. But now, I don't know what happened to her that she's losing that attitude. She's been unfair to me and her treatment was really different. I hate her!

I just hope that things would fall in place tomorrow!

Saturday, August 15, 2009

current status



current status: In a relationship with Nick Jonas!

Girls! He's mine.. so back off!

Friday, August 14, 2009

escaping the impossible!

We can never run from reality! Even how hard we try to escape from it- even if we cross a mountain and swim the depths of the ocean, we can never escape from the fact that reality is reality! Time will come we'll just get tired from running. angel running smiley Pictures, Images and PhotosBetter if we just take the courage to face the consequences of reality. Better if we look at the positive and negative sides. Better if we just widen our perspective and learn from our mistakes.

I have been driving my life for 14 years since the day I took my first breath on the year 1994. It feels odd to escape from some things. "I have been escaping from my obligations and responsibilities." I'm one of the ordinary girls who's not only oblige on her academic standings. I'm not the typical-school-girl-and-the-typical-girl-next-door type but I'm the busy-as-a-bee-school-girl-who-doesn't-focus-only-on-her-studies-but-also-in-her-arts-activities. yeah! that's it! Kinda beyond the normal teens who are free to go out on Friday and Saturday nights, bond with their peers. I have a lot of obligations at school and in my dancing career. There was one point where I want to give up this career. Sometimes, I just wanna feel normal and relaxed. Just like the normal teens. I don't want to be pressured in both fields. I want to feel free! onion head Pictures, Images and Photos



But I just don't know how to!
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Liar! Liar!

Calling all Liars! liar Pictures, Images and Photos

Researchers say liars often appear to be telling the truth. They say it's best to focus on what people actually say and ignore body language.

Forget what you've learned from years of watching cop shows on television. Liars do not have trouble making eye contact. The guilty don't fidget. Culprits don't sweat more. As a matter of fact, research indicates that innocent people tend to be more nervous when they are being questioned because they are very intent on proving that they didn't do it. Liars come in with a script in their heads.

"A lot of different signs of anxiety are mistaken for signs of deception," says Kevin Colwell, a forensic scientist at Southern Connecticut State University in New Haven. He says research shows that even for the innocent, the whole tenor of an encounter with police can make it harder to remember things accurately. "In interrogation the whole goal is to convince somebody or trick them or coerce them whatever it takes to get them to confess to the crime."

Colwell is on the forefront of a movement to change that mindset and convince law enforcement and other interrogators that encounters with suspects are opportunities to get information, not just a moment to elicit a confession. The concern is that if an interviewer is already convinced that someone committed the crime they are investigating, interviewers stop searching for other answers. And that can lead to mistakes.

liar Pictures, Images and PhotosSeek Information, Not a Confessionliar Pictures, Images and Photos

This approach, of seeking information rather than a confession, is already well entrenched in Britain. Back in the mid-1980s, after a raft of cases involving false confessions, British courts ruled that officers were no longer allowed to use aggressive techniques — such as lying about evidence — to goad suspects. Interrogations in Britain also have to be taped. This has changed the way UK officers interview a suspect. They chat them up, and start by asking questions to which they already know the answers. The police in Britain say this shift in strategy hasn't reduced the number of confessions.

Colwell and a forensic psychologist at National University in La Jolla, Calif., named Cheryl Hiscock-Anisman have been doing this kind of interrogation research for years. As a general matter, they have found that people who are making up a story prepare an airtight, simple script that is easy to remember. People telling the truth have no script because, basically, they lived the story. So they tend to recall unrelated details and often make mistakes.

Colwell and Hiscock-Anisman have been working on a system that draws that contrast more vividly. And they've been taking their theories out into the field.

They are training police officers across the country to look for verbal patterns instead of fidgets. Just weeks ago they sat down with a group at the San Diego Police Department.

Sergeant Romeo De Los Reyes sat in on the session and, initially, was a little skeptical. "We've always learned that communication is 60- to 90-percent non-verbal," he said. "So this was a different approach to dealing with deception."

Now he sees this approach as another tool for his interview toolbox.

liar Pictures, Images and PhotosAsk a Simple Questionliar Pictures, Images and Photos

Basically the system asks an interviewer to pay attention to words and verbal cues rather than focusing on non-verbal communication. Hiscock-Anisman suggests interviewers begin with a non-threatening question. "For example, when I was living in Texas and I was running inmates for one of my studies we asked, 'what was the first day like for you in prison?'" she said. She chose that question for two reasons: it was a vivid memory, and it was very likely to get a truthful answer.

"There's no need to lie about your first day in prison, even if you're an inmate," she said.

The first question is designed to give interviewers a baseline of sorts. It gives them an idea of how much detail someone provides when they are telling a story truthfully. Next, interviewers are supposed to ask the person to tell them about the event under investigation. Then they compare the two stories. Does the suspect use the same number of descriptive phrases? Is there the same kind of recall? All these things are very important when trying to turn a gut instinct about whether someone is lying, into something more rooted in specific patterns.

Then comes the harder question, which Hiscock-Anisman says often separates the liars from the truth-tellers. "I say, now what I want you to do is I want you to go back to that time and I want you to describe every single thing that happened but this time I want you to tell me what happened last and work all the way backwards," she said. She laughs. "A liar is going to have a hell of a time, right?"

Try this the next time your teenager comes home late.

The point is, the research indicates that a person who is being honest tends to provide tons of little facts, anecdotal details that you only get from living a situation. In fact, Hiscock-Anisman says she's found that truth-tellers tend to add about 30 percent more detail than people who are lying.

But there are still practical questions on how law enforcement might use this approach. San Diego's De Los Reyes says the system might work with someone who has to decided to talk, but what about someone who is refusing to cooperate? That's unclear. Even so, the San Diego Police Department has asked Colwell and Hiscock-Aninson to come back, to do more training.



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Movie Marathon#1


We were watching different films after our first set of the periodical test. The movie "Knowing" caught my interest.

here's the summary of the movie:

In the year 1959, a frightened and disturbed little girl named Lucinda was in school when her class was drawing up pictures for the school's time capsule, but Lucinda drew up a weird system of numbers and even was scratching at the school janitor's door. Now, 50 years later, John Koestler an astronomer and a professor at MIT is at his son, Caleb's school to open up the time capsule and was given Lucinda's system of numbers. When John was looking at the numbers, he quickly realized that it was some type of code that predicted the month, date and year of a specific disaster, and how many people died in that particular disaster. After witnessing a plane crash at Logan International Airport, and saving people from a freak New York Subway accident, John realizes that the last disaster on the code is the end of the world when one of the Sun's solar flares will scorch the Earth. Meanwhile, Caleb witnesses strange people who stalk him, and a little girl named Abby and her mother named Diana. Now, John and his son Caleb along with Abby and Diana must save as many people as they can from the Sun's solar flares while trying to find out about the strange people.

Source:
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0448011/plotsummary

14th of August

Happy 18th Monthsary besties! mii lhub yoo! At last we're already 18 months! Few months to go and it's our 2nd anniversary! smiley Pictures, Images and Photos I woke up this 2 in the morning and studied my lessons for the upcoming periodical examination later this morning. I sent my greeting via text messaging and YM message. The piggie treat us our all time favorite "Cornetto" which was Choco Java flavor! yum! Ice Cream icon Pictures, Images and Photos
We spent the whole afternoon chit-chatting on a lot of stuffs! I had fun!

Today is also the last day of our First Periodical Test. I was glad it's over! Finally, it's over! Biggrin Pictures, Images and Photos
As an over-all, I think the periodical test was fine! But right now, I'm crossing my fingers that I may be able to remain to the top of the class! pray Pictures, Images and Photos Lord, grant my wish!


Thursday, August 13, 2009

LOVE talk#1

"Whenever there is LOVE.. there is always wealth and success"

We were talking about LOVE in our religion class with Nanay Auring. She read a short story about LOVE. The characters of the story were the c0uple- husband and wife, and the three strangers- LOVE, WEALTH, and SUCCESS. While the husband was at work, the three strangers came by to their house. The wife entertained them and asked them in. But the strangers refused her offer for they will be waiting for the husband outside. By the time her husband arrived, she asked the strangers to get in their house. One told the wife to choose who among the three of them she'll ask to go in her house. The wife consulted her husband. Her husband wanted wealth to come in. But the wife wanted success. Withouth knowing, their grand-daughter were listening to their conversation and suggested to let LOVE get inside their house. The couple accepted the kid's suggestion and asked LOVE to get in. In the end, Weath and Success followed Love inside the house for whenever there is Love.. there is always wealth and success! smiley Pictures, Images and Photos


I was fascinated by the story for it was really true!
I just hope that someday we'll be able to remember this story and will guide us whenever we have lost our track!




The Living Cory

haha! We had just met our Religion teacher at school! My first impression? She's the living CORY! It's not just my impression but ours! Fluent in English, white-complexioned, and there's something within her that makes her similiar to the late President Corazon "Cory" Aquino. Well.. I haven't known her better yet. But I'll post more about her as we get along our session meet-ups every Wednesdays!

oh yeah! I almost forgot.. Her name is
Auring!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

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Vampire Enemy no.1



Lists of annoying people who keeps on getting into my nerves:

Enemy#1:

I call her " the hydro-headed" rocker. Yeah! She's hydro-headed. Sound weird right? It's a weird word though. But I just can't find the perfect word to describe her. Mean? I don't think so.. She more than being mean. Bitch? naaaw!! still, she's more than that! Hydro-headed! I think I shall call her in that silly name. Hydro-headed, based on my reliable brain power, hydro means water and her head is filled with water that it became too big causing her to become too arrogant!

Enemy#2

The drama-queen. She's the ultimate stage princess and queen of "plastics". Every single moment with her is like having a tupper ware party.

Enemy#3

The friendly-user friendster.
She's too good when your facing each other but she's more than your enemy when you turn your backs! She's the good-friend-when-she-needs-something type.


Actually they're not just 3 but more than that! They're the worst kind of friends ever and the worst people ever! I wonder why those kind of people exist! Damn! I hate them!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Eat and Drink

THE economic downturn hasn't persuaded everyone to pinch pennies. Philippines President Maria Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo was at Le Cirque the other night with a large entourage enjoying the good life, even though the former comptroller of her country's armed serv ices, Carlos Garcia, was found guilty earlier this year of per jury and two of his sons were arrested in the US on bulk cash-smuggling charges. Maca pagal-Arroyo ordered several bottles of very expensive wine, pushing the dinner tab up to $20,000.


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Now you tell me by J. Sparks!




Is there anything that can make you happy?
I don’t know what to say to make it better
Seeing you like this down and hurt so badly when you have been so kept together
What’s this
All this time I thought you didn’t need me
Now I’ve gone from you and now you tell me

You’re in love but that was not what it was
All those times that pass by
When those times and now you’re telling me
You miss me boy I couldn’t I see and my heart don’t
agree with what you tell me

You were nonchalant, strong and unaffected and you never wanted me to be there
I never saw your heart that’s how close you kept it
So right now I’m so unsure how to care

You’re in love but that was not what it was
All those times that pass by
When those times and now you’re telling me
You miss me boy I couldn’t I see and my heart don’t
agree with what you tell me
You were nonchalant, strong and unaffected and you never wanted me to be there
I never saw your heart that’s how close you kept it
So right now I’m so unsure how to care
what's this?

You’re in love but that was not what it was
All those times that pass by
When those times and now you’re telling me
You miss me boy I couldn’t I see and my heart don’t
agree with what you tell me

You’re in love but that was not what it was
All those times that pass by
When those times and now you’re telling me
You miss me boy I couldn’t I see and my heart don’t
agree with what you tell me

No attention was given
no affection from you to heal the hurt
I was hoping
I was wishing just to listen and to hear those words.

You’re in love but that was not what it was
All those times that pass by
When those times and now you’re telling me
You miss me boy I couldn’t I see and my heart don’t
agree with what you tell me

You’re in love but that was not what it was
All those times that pass by
When those times and now you’re telling me
You miss me boy I couldn’t I see and my heart don’t
agree with what you tell me


Another Jordin Spark song which has attracted a lot of music geeks global

way to go J. Sparks! ☺

Blinded by reality

A lot of teenagers now a days are into online relationships where in fact they barely know their so called "mate".

Indonesians falling in love to a British. A British and Filipino showing mutual understandings and a lot more. Different races attract through online connections. The idea of being in love with a different race doesn't bother me, but the fact that you're in love online made me wonder how those teens were able to make it.

I have this online group wherein we role play by using celebrity photos ( some role players use models as their portrayer ). I'm really much addicted to it due to the fact that we get the chance to befriend other teenagers, mostly from other Asian countries and European countries. Some Americans also join this online community. It's really fun! But sometimes, we just can't control the beating of our heart. We tend to get along with our feelings while role playing. We tend to bring the role play acts in our daily life. We tend to like someone not just in role play but also in reality. I have some RP friends who have their mates in RP, and I wonder if they're also mates in RL. Sometimes their role play is just too good that curiosity can't escape from me. " Are they really in love in RL? " Well.. some are obviously "yes'. But my question is "Are they serious? They must be lucky enough to end up such relationship. Are they really in love on the person behind the character? or are they only in love to the portrayer? Is it the fact that they can't have that super-cute-and-super-famous-celebrity-used-by-the-puppeteer that's why they just choose to fall in love to that character just to feel the feeling of having that super-cute-and-super-famous-celebrity as their mate? or is it really the spark which has developed between the two of you that you we're not able to notice that you're slowly falling for that someone and you just can't explain why?


The questions just keep on running inside my brain. Sometimes I just wanna approach these fellas and ask them my questions. *sighs*


Thursday, July 30, 2009

Nutrition Month Culminating Activity

First blog post related to our July school celebration.. *grins*

We just had our Nutrition Month- Culminating Activity this day. In the morning we had our cooking contest. The whole class and the whole high school department were busy preparing their special menus for the contest. I believe we all did our best and we all did mouth-watering dishes.


I was not assigned to cook due to the fact that I really don't know how to cook( but as far as I have remembered, I think I was assigned to prepare the beverage, but everything was not under control this day ) I spent the whole morning documenting the event. In every flash of the camera, I have took a single memorable moment that I am sure we will treasure for the rest of our high school years. By 11am, we all prepared the dishes for our presentation to the panel of judges. The judges were the teachers who roam around table to table. After the judging, we rushed ourselves to the dinning table to get our share from our prepared food. I was dying and was craving for the "taco shell" but unfortunately, I only had the plate left for me. Everyone was having a feast on our dish. It's like an eat all you can access where people are pushing their selves into the thick crowd.

By lunch time, I started to prepare myself for the Mr. and Ms. Nutrition which will be held later that afternoon. Eljie Ann helped me on the make up stuff while Rovie Mae and Kherstine helped me to iron my hair. I would also like to grab the oppurtunity to thank my sponsors: Lourde Mae for my black casual dress, Shemar for my pink tube, Desiree for my pink and black high-heel sandals and Ate Jess for my short pants worn on our talent presentation. It was a tight competition. Everybody were doing their best. I never expected to win the competition- I never expected to be in the top 5 either. I jsut did my part and my performance was for my fellow classmates wherein I don't like to fail them and for myself too, for I want to prove something.


In the end, I was crowned as Ms. Nutrition while Charles Benedict Fabroa was Mr. Nutrition. Julia Labor was the 1st runner up and Henri Lepon for the male category. Ahljay Manatad and Joshua Labor landed on the 2nd runner up. Congrats!

Friday, July 24, 2009

xhet! bLooperrsh!

Behold! The clumsy is here..

I'm totally clumsy. I spent the whole afternoon doing silly stuffs! ugh! I hate myself!

First, I fell down from the carpool while I was about to depart. It was very silly and I was really embarassed! oh my! I almost died of embrassment. Good thing Adrian was there to catch me! He's a God-sent angel! awts! LOL!

Second, I broke my niece's jar. *sighs* And I had to replace the same jar before my evil sister finds out. I immediately ran to the public market and spent my savings for that jar! *sobs* urgh!


This day really marks some bad memories. I hate this day! Is this karma?

Monday, July 20, 2009

Sick!

I'm Sick.. not with any diseases and illnesses but with the way I'm living my life right now. I'm sick and confused and I don't know if it's over or not. I feel like I'm totally wrecked and I'm ruined- my body, my mind and soul. Will I ever change the way this sickness is killing me? or will I remain trapped inside this invisible chamber?


I need answers. I need myself. I need help!

Friday, July 17, 2009

Tongue Tied

||Tongue Tied||


Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again



|| song by Faber drive||


Why am I writing this?

Simple! I just had my first dance ever with a guy buddy during our stage play this afternoon. Unexpectedly, I felt comfortable dancing with him despite the awkward cheering of the audiences. I may scream of embarrassment recalling the dance, but it was very comfortable to think of. I don't know if it's our friendship which helps me feel so comfortable during that dance. But whatever the other hypothesis is.. I'm just ignoring those stuffs for several reasons: First, it's obviously impossible.. Second, we both have our different lives and different paths.. Third, I think it's much better to settle on being "just friends" and nothing more. Because once you start thinking about it.. you'll start to break your friendship and start building a new level of relationship. Tongue Tied.. I just can't forget that song.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Loving someone you don't love..

What if you love a person you don't love?

*sighs* very complicated isn't it? I think that's what I'm experiencing right now. Sometimes I'm confused if I really love him. I don't know if I'm sure of my love for him. I know that he loves me more than I could love him. And I'm afraid that maybe I couldn't give him back enough love. I don't know and I'm confused.


I admit, I really like this guy and I'm crushing on him since then. That time, we still don't have communications. I only see him in our neighborhood. I don't his name. But when I had the chance to get to know him, I kinda like him more for the first week of our get-to-know-more stage. Loving him is not difficult. He's very kind, and gentle. He's rare. He's honest and truthful. He's one of a kind- i think! But I'm kinda confused of my feelings. After knowing that he liked me too, I kinda hesitated to take back my words on him after confessing to him that I like him too! I don't wanna hurt him and I don't wanna loose the person who really love me. But will I be too selfish if I let him love me but I couldn't love him back enough? I don't really know! But maybe I'll just take this. I know I'll surpass all these confusions.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Gone too soon: Goodbye MJ!

Gone to soon!

Last June 25, 2009- the whole world was shocked by the spreading news of the King of Pop- Michael Jackson's sudden death.


It was very unexpected that the King of Pop whom everybody idolized so much died in a sudden and mysterious case.
I was in a performance that time in Marcopolo, one of the high-class hotels here in my place. Me and the rest of my co-dancers did not believe the rumors about MJ's death until we we were able to pass by a tuned in radio. The radio announcer reported the details of MJ's death. We were all in a state of shock that time. I admit, I kinda felt delighted of the fact that MJ died. But as I was able to get home and as I was able to hear every television shows featuring MJ's contribution to the world, I was really impressed. He was indeed a very good gentleman- based on the reviews and statements I have heard about him. He was truly the King of Pop for a reason. He was indeed worthy to be idolized and I can say that he deserve all those cheering and screaming crowds.


July 8, 2009 (Philippine time) - Goodbye MJ and may you rest in peace! May you find happiness and contentment where ever you are! You deserve all the love from your families and fans!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

June 1- First day of S.Y. 2009-2010

First day of school! Welcome back to school! Classes once again. Time travels so fast:) I'm already in my Junior year in highschool! One moe year to go and I'm already a Senior. Sounds very exciting for me! And as expected during first week of classes, I woke up at 5am. My brother drove us on our way to school. I'm not pretty much excited but I was glad to see my classmates once again. I was glad to see my BFFs, the "Walang Iwanan". We took our seats. Khersy and Madz beside me; Chai beside Khersy; W.I in one column! :D Aside from all these heart-warming experiences, I also recieved my payment during our summer job :D At home, I got pissed off because the internet connection is still missing in action! I hate it! I miss my Rp world and I miss London Bridge!
-horshiie-

Inspire and be inspired ^_~

  • I'll meet Taylor Lautner personally soon
  • I'll be in La Push soon
  • I'll be in Forks, Washington soon
  • I'll be rich!
  • I'll be travelling around the world