2008-A year to end, 2009-anOther story to unfoLd

At last, year 2008 has come to an end. Its seemed like yesterday when this year started. And now, the rainy cool weather marks December 31, the 365th day of 2008. The last date in the 2008 calendar. The end of another year which unfolds another year to start.

Raindrops, cold air, wet surroundings, and slippery floor. I guess this will be the last weather we can remember as the year ends.

Year2008- this year marks a very significant spot in my life. It's like a stain which cannot be removed by anybody. Even me, myself cannot take control of this- good or bad, positive or negative.. those stuffs had made me what I am today, and I learned and earned something from them.

January2008- I had so much fun. One thing I cannot forget is when I had the chance to participate Sinulog with my classmates. It was also the first time that I saw, "Jonathan'- sikay's brother, he's some kinda cute! ^-^

February2008- I recieved a very special letter from a very special friend. And in fact, I still have the letter kept inside my closet. Among all the letters I recieved, this letter is the best. As of those times, I may not find the value of the sender, but as days pass by, every breath I take, its as if he's already a part of me. And in fact, i love him. (I hope he feels the same way too!)

March2008- I wonder what happened during these days. Waah!! My stupid brain cannot process..No idea! Can't remember special events. O.0

April2008- Walang Iwanan month. I became best friends with Khersy, Madz and Chai.I'm a proud YFC member!! Yehbebiyeh!! I had a new crush, He was Renjie, co-YFC member. But this stupid infatuation has led me to nothing.

May2008- We had our AYC in Bogo. I had fun! I got really addicted to the violin. Got really addicted to Leigh. ^-^

JUNE-DECEMBER2008- M i x e d emotions. A lot of things happen on these months. I can't barely remember some. On these months I cried, I smiled, I laughed, I sang, I danced, and I fought. Behind all these emotions, there's one thing i was very sure of-I was myself. There were times that I got so broken and so hurt-I felt so empty, I felt so alone, I felt so shameful, I felt so harmful. But there were also times I felt so safe, so happy, so contented, so loved, so lucky and so blessed. I guess life's simply the way it is. Sometimes I'm a looser-I fail but I tried to overcome failure. I stand, I walk, I heal those wounds. And finally, I continue my journey.

I believe Year2008 will never be prosperous without all those people behind me- including those who pulled me down. I'm so thankful that they were there all throughout the year. And to mention them, here are the list of people whom I whole-heartedly thanked for doing a great part in me:

• GOD
• Family- to my mom and dad who never failed to give their unending love to me
• Walang iwanan- Chai, who never failed to give me advices whenever I need some. Khersy, who never fail to make me laugh. Madz, who was always right beside me.
• MERCS- Chleo, Shemar and Rovie Mae. ^_^
• Classmates
• Teachers and mentors
• Leigh Cellano- who gave my heart reasons to smile everyday. Tnx for being a great friend. He really left an unremovable print in my heart.
• YFC friends- who were always ready to fill my senses with spiritual lectures and advices.
• Henri(chai's bai)- for being xo cute and friendly to W.I
• To my schoolmates who did nothing but to backbite me.

I just wanna extend my heartful thanks to those people listed up there for making my life colorful and meaningful. You were the one who made me realize some things in life. I hope we'll never part as another year starts.

Happy New Year! May you have a prosperous year! Keep Safe and God Bless!

Goodbye 2008 and Welcome 2009! ^_~

At the Ballet Studio

These pictures were taken in the Ballet studio inside the dressing room while waiting for our class to start

Trip to San Fernando-December19-20

I just arrived home from San Fernando, Cebu from a very disastrous performance ever! Along with me was my co-dancers and teachers from our school. All of us were being transported by a school bus which was just enough for 40 dancers. We arrived in San Fernando at around 5pm. The show was suppose to start at exactly 8pm, but instead it started past 9pm. I was really pissed of because from the minute we arrived in the venue, we were really very socked to see a whole mess around us! The place was so untidy-plastic wrappers, dusts, and the worst- broken glasses!! All these stuffs were scattered everywhere and every corner our eyes could set upon. That time I was able to ask myself- "Are we really welcome in this place?". If so, how come their not prepared? The officials in-charged should have cleaned the venue the hour before we arrived, the sound system must be ready and checked and they could have provided some lights to enlighted us during that deep hour of the night in the backstage so that we won't have a very hard time changing for our costumes. To admit it, I was not on the mood to perform. Aside from those craps, the audiences were also very immoral, undisciplined, informal, and lastly perverts! By the looks on their faces and by every actions they make, I can conclude that those people has poor education. They don't know the true meaning of art, most especially the dances we presented to them that night. And sad to think, it was really a bullshit that we traveled very far from the center point of Cebu to the near ends in the South with our aim which is to share, to entertain and to encourage people. But for them, those aim were simply a trash.

It was indeed very insulting to my part because I felt that we were not given enough previlage for our own convinience. But then, i also realized that somehow, we should be thankful to them because they helped us come to think to the point that not all people have similar characteristics and personality. It is on the performer's hand how he'll handle audiences which are bullies and undisciplined audiences. I have concluded that as a performer, our work does not only revolve on executing the steps, adding emotions to your dances, and entertaining people, but it also includes handling your audiences and converting those bullies into better ones.

voice of a dancer

I am Marie Eloise Enriquez. I believe I was born to be someone and to make something out of nothing. I believe that I can be something out of dancing.

Currently, I'm a scholar of "Turning pointe" ballet school in Montebello, and a Ballet major in Mandaue City School for the Arts.

Being a ballet dancer is a great honor for me. I'm fully aware that a lot of ladies out there are wishing upon a star for a good ballet opportunity. Ballet for many people are indeed a very awesome art. Grace, beauty, and passion.. they make the whole crowd scream for ballet. Every action, every movement, every plies, every turns and leaps represents grace and beauty in a dancer. Ballet with it's great history also comes with great dedication and discipline. I believe without these two things, a dancer will never succeed. A ballerina must also contain self-confidence, peace of mind, focus and love to work. Each ballerina should have inspirations to be able to reach the brightest starts in their dreams.

I have done a lot of ballet presentations since Grade 3. Obviously, i started so small. As far as i could rememeber, I was the black sheep in our Ballet class when i was in grade 3. Sometimes, i get very jealous to my classmates for I have seen very much grace into their works. But later on, I was able to continue my ballet lessons. When i was in grade 4-5, our Ballet teacher was Mrs. Ofelia Sandiego, the wife of Val Sandiego. Both were widely known in the field of dance and in fact, they owned the "Sandiego dance company" in Cebu! When I was in Grade 6, my Ballet teacher was Ms. Katrina Cortes. She's also a great ballerina. During her teachings, sh taught me a lot of things and I was in a lot of performances that time. We conducted recitals. I also starred in one of our recitals which was entitled "Pocahontas". I played Pocahontas' part. I was also sent to PHSA in Makiling for a ballet workshop. And now, i'm having Friday and Saturday ballet lessons in Montebello. I have discovered that I still have a lot more to learn in Ballet and I'm not that really very good. But i'm happy because I can still catch up in our lessons even though I stopped doing Ballet lessons for a couple of months.

As of now, i'm also accepting gigs and some Ballet request within Cebu City along with my balletmates so that we'LL also have extra income to supply our school needs and costume bills.

TwiLight

When Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) reluctantly moved to the perpetually overcast town of Forks, WA, and set out to carve a niche for herself, she assumed it would be one similar to the low-profile social position she held back in Phoenix. First on the list of surprises was the unfamiliar attention from the male population of her new high school; second, the attention from one male in particular: Edward Cullen, Vampire (Robert Pattinson). Before long, the unlikely soul mates find themselves in a passionate relationship with a variety of significant setbacks, including Edward's special-needs diet (he doesn't eat humans, but Bella's scent inspires a nearly impossible to harness bloodlust) and the human girl's mortality. Though things proceed relatively smoothly at first (Edward even introduces Bella to his adoptive vampire family), a visiting vampire clan consisting of James (Cam Gigandet), Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre), and Laurent (Edi Gathegi) catches Bella's unique scent and threatens the young couple's budding, if dangerous, happiness. James, known for his powerful tracking ability, becomes obsessed with making Bella his next victim. Fearing for Bella's safety and that of her loved ones, the Cullens must combine their collective talents in order to stop the highly predatory James before his goal is accomplished. ~ Tracie Cooper, All Movie Guide

[Twilight is really amazing adn super cooL. So far, the story was really unique and very unusual compared to some other love stories. The actors really fit their role and i was very shocked by their transformations. Robert Pattinson offstage was not really cool for me. But OMG!! He was really rockin by worLd when he was in Twilight. He was so hot!]

If i were a boy-beyonce

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[ i reaLLy Like the song.,the best.,ever!!]

MYMP @ SM, Northwing

Last November14,2008, one of the most popular band in the music industry had a rocking performance at Sm City, Northwing.

MYMP being one of the top bands in Filipino Music industry rocked the whole place with their sweet love songs. The show started at around 6:30pm. The whole crown cheered as they saw Juris and Chin, arrive. One of my favorite part was their song cover of "Always be my Baby" and "Nothing's gonna stop us now". The show was about 1 hour. The rest of the time was spent for the autograph signing and picture taking. We were so lucky that time coz we were able to brounght our digitalcameras with us! From the second floor, we immediately rushed ourselves to the groundfloor to took pictures. The pressure from the crown kept us from getting there. But we didn;t gave up that easily. I was able to took pictures of them. I was so happy!

Here are some pictures i took:

[Chin and Juris chit-chattin]


[during their performance]

[Chin with a fan. Chin's smile was so cute]

[Juris singing one of their songs]

[Juris, she's so pretty!]

** That was it guyz. Actually i've got more pix but i got so tired. LOL! Anyways, I cannot forget this day! MYMP rox my worLd.,!!**

**I would also like to thank the people with me that time: Ate Donna, Charisse, Raechell and Shemar**

Unlucky Monkey Business

I was so disappointed for these past few days. I was not really doing well at school and in my personal life. Some factors were affected and new problems arouses each time i try to seek for solutions. I really don;t know what's happening to me. I know some thing's really wrong. I just can't figure it out. And all these things are making me feel so down and so stupiid!! Every time i commit such mistakes, i can't help myself from blaming me. Every time I commit such mistakes, it's as if I'm making dirt of my name and reputation. It's as if, I'm the one who's loosing the teacher's trust unto me. I'm really worried.

And the latest incident took place during our Mapeh time. It was our Physical Education class when our teacher decided to conduct an application in the softball lesson we had. All females were tasked to play the softball. That time, our team was the first to be the batter. I was not really prepared that time. Aside from that, something kept me from trying. I guess that was fear who lured into my nerves. I just can't help myself but hide. I didn't know that the rest of our team members were feeling the same thing as mine! We all got stucked in one corner and pushed one another. And because of what we did, our teacher got so irritated and so, he ordered us not to join the activity. That made me feel stupid! I didn't want that day to have it that way! I was expecting for a fun day and a very perfect day! But i screwed it up! That day was a total mess. After the class, our team was scolded by the teacher in front of the class. I was so embarrassed knowing that I'm one of the students competing for honors.

By the end of the day, I learned some lessons. I was really blaming the whole thing to myself and I promised myself that this will be the last and the first bad incident that i'll commit for the rest of my highschool days.

Mr. and Ms. UN 2008

This day was a day of excitement, a day of fun and a day of colorful costumes worn by each HS students. I was not really prepared for the program. I didnt even have the proper attire to wear. At school, Phanie lent me her Filipiniana costume. I had no choice but to accept the offer. But something's making the whole thing worst! The costume's fine but it doesn;t fit my country. My assigned country was U.A.E or United Arab Emirates. As we all know this country is the conservative type. And my Filipiniana costume is way too far from their traditional clothing. I was so problematic. I wasn't able to practice for my speech and i was not able to develop my confidence. The program started. And i still don't have the confidence and the courage to walk infront of the crown. But just as when we were about to have our turn. My "fashionista side" worked! I was able to improvised and was able to turn my Filipiniana cotsume into Arabian costume. That was just the perfect timing. I was so glad that time. But another problem was given to me. I forgot my speech! And i wasn't able to remember enough of it. At an instance, I thought of some lines to memorize. That was really killing me out! In the end, jeric Mae PAcio was declared as Ms. Asia 2008.,but the overall winner was Vanessa Pearl Abelong, MS. UN 2008!

P.S. I also proved something, i bag 2nd place for the Essay writing contest. I'm so happy!

YFC-Serviing God while making friends

YFC, most widely known as Youth for Christ. Although their are a lot of catholic organizations but i find this org as the coolest one! Here you'll find youth activities and you'll also get to mingle with some other youths as well. In YFC, you're not just ,making friends wiht your co-youth but you're also making friends with God. Aside from that, you'll get to know him better and you'll learn to follow his words and love him even more. You'll also learn to trust him and most especially to serve him. Lastly, you'll also learn to treasure evey single things in this world, either big or small, ugly or pretty, special or not, all those stuffs are part of this happy world and they are all God's instruments. IN YFC, you'll realize how wonderful life is and you'll also make use of your youthful days.

For me, being part of this org is something to be proud of and something to be happy of. That is why even though i'm not so active in this particular group, i just treasure every moment i spend with them and i spend serving, worshiping, praying, and thanking God.

II-Harmony.,Room cool?

I'm currently in second year HS and i'm currently staying in a very dirty room of ours. I really hate all the mess in our room. I also hate being a classroom cleaner. Right after i clean the rom, it gets more dirty. And i hate it! I guess i was just wasting my time cleaning a messy room. Our classmates were just too lazy and too dependent on the sanitary engineers. I really don't know how to descipline them. And I don't know how to act either. Our room is totally cursed, i guess? How can i get rid of those dusts? How can i organize our classroom. OMG!! I really don't know what to do. Good thing next week, i'll be assigned to another cleaning assignment.

This day..

This day..

I wasn't expecting to represent our class for the Essay Writing Contest. I was so shocked to know the news and the worst thing? I was informed one minute before the contest would start. I really don't know what to do! Aside from that, the topic was making me crazy! I wasn't able to study the topic furthermore. And aside from that, some year levels already assigned their representative a week before the sembreak(i think??) Right now, i hope i wasn;'t able to write silly things on my essay.

Love can Wait but People Can't

Love..How can you say that it's already love? He once broke my heart, but then I gave him another chance. I was able to forgive him. Not just because he had apologized to me but because he still has my heart. Can we call this as love?

I don't really know. The only thing i'm giving focus right now is my studies. I could have balanced this stuff to my studies. But the only problem is my parents. I know they won't allow me to be involved in a relationship like this. And i'm also aware that i'm just too young for this. That's why i'm hoping for the right time to come. I'm also crossing my fingers that when that time comes, he still loves me and i still love him. As of now, I coudn't compare him to any other guys int own. For me, there's nothing to ask for more about this guy. He seemed so perfect. Maybe he's really the perfect boyfriend every girl dreams of. I love his violin and his music. I love him! And I can't regret this fact.

I only hope he won't get tireed waiting for me. I hope that the right time will come to us immediately. I know this year will be the last year I can see him everyday. By next year, we'll have our separate ways. I'll continue on my highschool life while he begins another journey on his college life. How i wish love will never fade.

Fixing a Broken Heart-Azn Dreamers

I really love this song..I was planning of displaying the lyrics of sthe song here in my blog but unfortunately, it takes muhc time. So instead, i added the link of the song lyrics where you could find it. Special thanks to lyricsmode.com!
http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/azn_dreamers/fixing_a_broken_heart.html

To a friiend whO broke my heart..

I actually cannot define love as of this time. But there’s this one guy who can help me remember what love really is. Love is his music which fills the emptiness within me. Love is his violin and my ballet shoes. Love is me and him.
But things didn’t work out as what i want it to be. It was so heart crashing that i wanted to believe it as one of my worst nightmares. He was the first man i got addicted to and the first man whom i cried to. I thought he’s the perfect man to fill my imperfections but i was wrong. At first, i knew that this day would happen. But I was so stupid that I allow myself to fall for this man. If I only listened to myself and if i only followed myself, I would not end up crying and regreting things. But for me, love is not selfish. Even if i knew that i would get hurt, i still tried my luck for love.
“Love is like heaven but hurts like hell”, this saying is indeed so true. But I also believe that their is always the right man for something. Their’s the right man to love, the right man to get addicted to, the right man to fall to, the right man to be obssessed to, the right man for your dreams and most especially, the right man for your tears. Their’s always the right man who will wait and will truly love us. But if you’ll gonna ask me.,i still love this man as of this moment. I dont know until when this feeling will last.All i know is this man has broken me into pieces but still, here i am waiting ang hoping for his love to come back, sounds so stupid right??
I guess i’ll just have to end this blog this way.:
Leigh Cellano
Born: October 22
Star sign: Libra
Address: Tawason, Mandaue City
** a very passionate musician**
** the man i got addicted to **
** the man i cried to **
* and the man who first broke my heart the most *
3FragiiLe3

one sPooky night.,

This story took place one spooky night of November 1 at around 10:30 pm..

I was about to sleep when I heard annoying noises coming from our sala. I was on our room that time, together with my 12 year old brother and my 10 year old sister. Only the three of us. Our housemaid, 19 years young who was suppose to sleep with us every night took her halloween vacation in their province. We (along with my brother) slept late that night waiting for our elder brother to go home. We got so bored that time so we decided to watch the latest T.V show. Unfortunately, all shows that time were horror movies. We had no choice but to watch. I guess that woudn't scare me much because we were two in that room. We finished watching one show. At around 10:20 pm, our mother told us that we should go to bed and our brother will not be going home for that night. We immediately went to our room. I was already very sleepy but I guess something is stoping me from getting asleep. My nerves got so sensitive that time that even soft noises got me awake. That was too different from the real me! I got very irritated that time that even small droplets of water from our CR kept my wide-eyes open. I tried to shut my eyes, but the rest of my senses were still active and alert. I canot barely sleep. I heard noises coming from our sala. I tried to convince myself that it was just my mother. Then I heard another unexplained noise. I cannot actually describe the noise. I also have no idea where it could possibly come from. All I know is that it really scared me to death! Fortunately, I was able to sleep just before Mr. Sun rises.

That incident really made me crazy. And in fact, I was not the only one who heard such noises. My brother also did!! But I guess those were just our imaginations, a negative effect of what we watched that night. I guess we really got scared on that movie and it almost killed us.,LOL!! Right nowm ic ould only laugh at myself on such nonsense.

<3 Fragiile <3

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SeLected pictures during our performance in waterfront hotel.,

INTRA and EXTRA murals S.Y 2008-2009

Intramurals once again. Lots of fun and exciting games will be held. All the students will be having a lot of fun. But the question is, do we really know the purpose of intramurals.,?

INTRA from the greek word "enter", and MURALS meaning "walls". When put up together, intramurals means "within the walls".

Our intra and extra murals was held in our school and outside the school campus the following day. It was two days of fun and excitement, and Happiness and enjoyment. On the first day, we had our cheerdance competition, dancesports competition, Larong pilipino and on the spot games. Of all the activities mentioned, I only participated cheerdance competition,.waahh!! I'm suppose to e playing "karang" and "Obstacle relay". but my classmates were so damned annoying that i happen to lost my mood that time. I got very mad at our class president who was acting really mean that time. We also had jail booth, and I was really caught one time but was able to pay 2.00 pesos so I can be freed. I hate that game. We really have to spend money on that game. Our first day of our intrams ended past 5:00 o'clock in the afternoon.

[Annoying moments:]

My heart crashed into pieces once again. OUCH!! Questions in my mind are making me stupid and crazy. "Does Leigh have a feelings for Angeline.,??"

Intramurals, DAy 2

We had the second part of our Intrams in Greenville. I brought my scrabble board with me. I'm the representative for Scrabble in our section. But unluckily i end up fourth place. I really cried. I fear that my classmates will blame me for the result of the game. And i hate it. I really cried. We had a lot of games, these were basketball, volleyball, badminton, lawn tennis, and swimming. At noon, i got very bored, By 3:00, the awarding ceremony started. After that, my schoolmates raced theirselves to the pool. They were really pool addicts. LOL..

[Annoying moments:]

I saw Leigh and Angeline went home together under the dark and rainy night.

P.S. I went home at 10:00 p.m..I was so tired and was very wet by the rain.

My Lyf.,My worLd., My decision..

quit njd ko ue.,d na jd ko gsto sa mga happenings sa aku lyp nowadays.,LecHe kaayu uE.,gaLagot jd koh..Quit njd koh.,d nKo gs2 sa aku Lyp.,unfair na jd kaayu nih.,i want peace of mind.,Daghan kaayu questions ang naa sa aku mind krn.,and i want answers immediately..My heart has been crashed into pieces a million times already.,i won't wait for the time nga i really need to have a heart transplant. Its reaLLy broken.,i guess no one can fix it.,not even my family can replace d heartaches and sorrows i felt.,coz on top of my Heartbreaker List is my very own family.


I reaLLy hate the fact that my life's really ruined. And i can take it anymore..maYbe as of his moment i badLy need a LittLe bit of TLC from my friends and to those people who really care for me, truLy nd wiLLingly..(TLC means.,tender Luving care..)


But sad to say, as what i have noticed for these past few days, those people whom I expected to care and to love me were the onLy one who gave me totaL heartbreak..OUCH!!


I'm ruined.,and i hate it.,BOW..




_eLoise_

MCSFA Night 2008

We recently had our MCSFA night and it was really a very rare experience, and i Love it..!! Everything were unexpected, but still we still managed to wear a good mood all through out the performance. Well maybe except to the last part of the program wherein I really freaked out adn my nerves were really going crazy. Someday forgot to return my make up and it really took me more or less 30 mins to find it back. Good thing Shemar was able to find it with her precious eyes. Special thanks to her!

For me the program was held at a very short period of time. Even though it was about 2 hours, I wasnt feeling like very tired a pressured. I was not really contented. By 10 o'clock, the program has come to its end. I still dont wanna go home. But my younger brother who was with me the whole performance cannot spend another minute on that place and he really wanted us to go home. By 11:00 p.m we were able to arrive home. Feeling releifed by the fact that i'm home, i immediately went to our bed room. I tried to shut my weary eye a million times but i only end up wiht nothing. I wasnt able to sleep immediately. Maybe it took me 1 hour to finally take a good sleep. wewh!!

By the way, i'm not suppose to tell you this but I just can't control this stupid feelings of mine. I really can't help myself thinking all about some precious moments while we were at school and at the venue. I wasn't really expecting for "my pet" and his violin to be with the dance company that night. And to admit it, i was really glad to see him with us. I'm so happy! I felt overwhelmed, and I love the feeling once again.

In contrast to that precious feelings, a very heart crashing moments also took place. I really felt so bad for "my pet". He was really making me jealous over Ate Angeline. Ouch! It hurts..seemed like hell for me. Love hurts!! So mean..very mean.!!