Thursday, July 30, 2009

Nutrition Month Culminating Activity

First blog post related to our July school celebration.. *grins*

We just had our Nutrition Month- Culminating Activity this day. In the morning we had our cooking contest. The whole class and the whole high school department were busy preparing their special menus for the contest. I believe we all did our best and we all did mouth-watering dishes.


I was not assigned to cook due to the fact that I really don't know how to cook( but as far as I have remembered, I think I was assigned to prepare the beverage, but everything was not under control this day ) I spent the whole morning documenting the event. In every flash of the camera, I have took a single memorable moment that I am sure we will treasure for the rest of our high school years. By 11am, we all prepared the dishes for our presentation to the panel of judges. The judges were the teachers who roam around table to table. After the judging, we rushed ourselves to the dinning table to get our share from our prepared food. I was dying and was craving for the "taco shell" but unfortunately, I only had the plate left for me. Everyone was having a feast on our dish. It's like an eat all you can access where people are pushing their selves into the thick crowd.

By lunch time, I started to prepare myself for the Mr. and Ms. Nutrition which will be held later that afternoon. Eljie Ann helped me on the make up stuff while Rovie Mae and Kherstine helped me to iron my hair. I would also like to grab the oppurtunity to thank my sponsors: Lourde Mae for my black casual dress, Shemar for my pink tube, Desiree for my pink and black high-heel sandals and Ate Jess for my short pants worn on our talent presentation. It was a tight competition. Everybody were doing their best. I never expected to win the competition- I never expected to be in the top 5 either. I jsut did my part and my performance was for my fellow classmates wherein I don't like to fail them and for myself too, for I want to prove something.


In the end, I was crowned as Ms. Nutrition while Charles Benedict Fabroa was Mr. Nutrition. Julia Labor was the 1st runner up and Henri Lepon for the male category. Ahljay Manatad and Joshua Labor landed on the 2nd runner up. Congrats!

Friday, July 24, 2009

xhet! bLooperrsh!

Behold! The clumsy is here..

I'm totally clumsy. I spent the whole afternoon doing silly stuffs! ugh! I hate myself!

First, I fell down from the carpool while I was about to depart. It was very silly and I was really embarassed! oh my! I almost died of embrassment. Good thing Adrian was there to catch me! He's a God-sent angel! awts! LOL!

Second, I broke my niece's jar. *sighs* And I had to replace the same jar before my evil sister finds out. I immediately ran to the public market and spent my savings for that jar! *sobs* urgh!


This day really marks some bad memories. I hate this day! Is this karma?

Monday, July 20, 2009

Sick!

I'm Sick.. not with any diseases and illnesses but with the way I'm living my life right now. I'm sick and confused and I don't know if it's over or not. I feel like I'm totally wrecked and I'm ruined- my body, my mind and soul. Will I ever change the way this sickness is killing me? or will I remain trapped inside this invisible chamber?


I need answers. I need myself. I need help!

Friday, July 17, 2009

Tongue Tied

||Tongue Tied||


Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again



|| song by Faber drive||


Why am I writing this?

Simple! I just had my first dance ever with a guy buddy during our stage play this afternoon. Unexpectedly, I felt comfortable dancing with him despite the awkward cheering of the audiences. I may scream of embarrassment recalling the dance, but it was very comfortable to think of. I don't know if it's our friendship which helps me feel so comfortable during that dance. But whatever the other hypothesis is.. I'm just ignoring those stuffs for several reasons: First, it's obviously impossible.. Second, we both have our different lives and different paths.. Third, I think it's much better to settle on being "just friends" and nothing more. Because once you start thinking about it.. you'll start to break your friendship and start building a new level of relationship. Tongue Tied.. I just can't forget that song.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Loving someone you don't love..

What if you love a person you don't love?

*sighs* very complicated isn't it? I think that's what I'm experiencing right now. Sometimes I'm confused if I really love him. I don't know if I'm sure of my love for him. I know that he loves me more than I could love him. And I'm afraid that maybe I couldn't give him back enough love. I don't know and I'm confused.


I admit, I really like this guy and I'm crushing on him since then. That time, we still don't have communications. I only see him in our neighborhood. I don't his name. But when I had the chance to get to know him, I kinda like him more for the first week of our get-to-know-more stage. Loving him is not difficult. He's very kind, and gentle. He's rare. He's honest and truthful. He's one of a kind- i think! But I'm kinda confused of my feelings. After knowing that he liked me too, I kinda hesitated to take back my words on him after confessing to him that I like him too! I don't wanna hurt him and I don't wanna loose the person who really love me. But will I be too selfish if I let him love me but I couldn't love him back enough? I don't really know! But maybe I'll just take this. I know I'll surpass all these confusions.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Gone too soon: Goodbye MJ!

Gone to soon!

Last June 25, 2009- the whole world was shocked by the spreading news of the King of Pop- Michael Jackson's sudden death.


It was very unexpected that the King of Pop whom everybody idolized so much died in a sudden and mysterious case.
I was in a performance that time in Marcopolo, one of the high-class hotels here in my place. Me and the rest of my co-dancers did not believe the rumors about MJ's death until we we were able to pass by a tuned in radio. The radio announcer reported the details of MJ's death. We were all in a state of shock that time. I admit, I kinda felt delighted of the fact that MJ died. But as I was able to get home and as I was able to hear every television shows featuring MJ's contribution to the world, I was really impressed. He was indeed a very good gentleman- based on the reviews and statements I have heard about him. He was truly the King of Pop for a reason. He was indeed worthy to be idolized and I can say that he deserve all those cheering and screaming crowds.


July 8, 2009 (Philippine time) - Goodbye MJ and may you rest in peace! May you find happiness and contentment where ever you are! You deserve all the love from your families and fans!

Inspire and be inspired ^_~

  • I'll meet Taylor Lautner personally soon
  • I'll be in La Push soon
  • I'll be in Forks, Washington soon
  • I'll be rich!
  • I'll be travelling around the world