2008-A year to end, 2009-anOther story to unfoLd

At last, year 2008 has come to an end. Its seemed like yesterday when this year started. And now, the rainy cool weather marks December 31, the 365th day of 2008. The last date in the 2008 calendar. The end of another year which unfolds another year to start.

Raindrops, cold air, wet surroundings, and slippery floor. I guess this will be the last weather we can remember as the year ends.

Year2008- this year marks a very significant spot in my life. It's like a stain which cannot be removed by anybody. Even me, myself cannot take control of this- good or bad, positive or negative.. those stuffs had made me what I am today, and I learned and earned something from them.

January2008- I had so much fun. One thing I cannot forget is when I had the chance to participate Sinulog with my classmates. It was also the first time that I saw, "Jonathan'- sikay's brother, he's some kinda cute! ^-^

February2008- I recieved a very special letter from a very special friend. And in fact, I still have the letter kept inside my closet. Among all the letters I recieved, this letter is the best. As of those times, I may not find the value of the sender, but as days pass by, every breath I take, its as if he's already a part of me. And in fact, i love him. (I hope he feels the same way too!)

March2008- I wonder what happened during these days. Waah!! My stupid brain cannot process..No idea! Can't remember special events. O.0

April2008- Walang Iwanan month. I became best friends with Khersy, Madz and Chai.I'm a proud YFC member!! Yehbebiyeh!! I had a new crush, He was Renjie, co-YFC member. But this stupid infatuation has led me to nothing.

May2008- We had our AYC in Bogo. I had fun! I got really addicted to the violin. Got really addicted to Leigh. ^-^

JUNE-DECEMBER2008- M i x e d emotions. A lot of things happen on these months. I can't barely remember some. On these months I cried, I smiled, I laughed, I sang, I danced, and I fought. Behind all these emotions, there's one thing i was very sure of-I was myself. There were times that I got so broken and so hurt-I felt so empty, I felt so alone, I felt so shameful, I felt so harmful. But there were also times I felt so safe, so happy, so contented, so loved, so lucky and so blessed. I guess life's simply the way it is. Sometimes I'm a looser-I fail but I tried to overcome failure. I stand, I walk, I heal those wounds. And finally, I continue my journey.

I believe Year2008 will never be prosperous without all those people behind me- including those who pulled me down. I'm so thankful that they were there all throughout the year. And to mention them, here are the list of people whom I whole-heartedly thanked for doing a great part in me:

• GOD
• Family- to my mom and dad who never failed to give their unending love to me
• Walang iwanan- Chai, who never failed to give me advices whenever I need some. Khersy, who never fail to make me laugh. Madz, who was always right beside me.
• MERCS- Chleo, Shemar and Rovie Mae. ^_^
• Classmates
• Teachers and mentors
• Leigh Cellano- who gave my heart reasons to smile everyday. Tnx for being a great friend. He really left an unremovable print in my heart.
• YFC friends- who were always ready to fill my senses with spiritual lectures and advices.
• Henri(chai's bai)- for being xo cute and friendly to W.I
• To my schoolmates who did nothing but to backbite me.

I just wanna extend my heartful thanks to those people listed up there for making my life colorful and meaningful. You were the one who made me realize some things in life. I hope we'll never part as another year starts.

Happy New Year! May you have a prosperous year! Keep Safe and God Bless!

Goodbye 2008 and Welcome 2009! ^_~

At the Ballet Studio

These pictures were taken in the Ballet studio inside the dressing room while waiting for our class to start

Trip to San Fernando-December19-20

I just arrived home from San Fernando, Cebu from a very disastrous performance ever! Along with me was my co-dancers and teachers from our school. All of us were being transported by a school bus which was just enough for 40 dancers. We arrived in San Fernando at around 5pm. The show was suppose to start at exactly 8pm, but instead it started past 9pm. I was really pissed of because from the minute we arrived in the venue, we were really very socked to see a whole mess around us! The place was so untidy-plastic wrappers, dusts, and the worst- broken glasses!! All these stuffs were scattered everywhere and every corner our eyes could set upon. That time I was able to ask myself- "Are we really welcome in this place?". If so, how come their not prepared? The officials in-charged should have cleaned the venue the hour before we arrived, the sound system must be ready and checked and they could have provided some lights to enlighted us during that deep hour of the night in the backstage so that we won't have a very hard time changing for our costumes. To admit it, I was not on the mood to perform. Aside from those craps, the audiences were also very immoral, undisciplined, informal, and lastly perverts! By the looks on their faces and by every actions they make, I can conclude that those people has poor education. They don't know the true meaning of art, most especially the dances we presented to them that night. And sad to think, it was really a bullshit that we traveled very far from the center point of Cebu to the near ends in the South with our aim which is to share, to entertain and to encourage people. But for them, those aim were simply a trash.

It was indeed very insulting to my part because I felt that we were not given enough previlage for our own convinience. But then, i also realized that somehow, we should be thankful to them because they helped us come to think to the point that not all people have similar characteristics and personality. It is on the performer's hand how he'll handle audiences which are bullies and undisciplined audiences. I have concluded that as a performer, our work does not only revolve on executing the steps, adding emotions to your dances, and entertaining people, but it also includes handling your audiences and converting those bullies into better ones.

voice of a dancer

I am Marie Eloise Enriquez. I believe I was born to be someone and to make something out of nothing. I believe that I can be something out of dancing.

Currently, I'm a scholar of "Turning pointe" ballet school in Montebello, and a Ballet major in Mandaue City School for the Arts.

Being a ballet dancer is a great honor for me. I'm fully aware that a lot of ladies out there are wishing upon a star for a good ballet opportunity. Ballet for many people are indeed a very awesome art. Grace, beauty, and passion.. they make the whole crowd scream for ballet. Every action, every movement, every plies, every turns and leaps represents grace and beauty in a dancer. Ballet with it's great history also comes with great dedication and discipline. I believe without these two things, a dancer will never succeed. A ballerina must also contain self-confidence, peace of mind, focus and love to work. Each ballerina should have inspirations to be able to reach the brightest starts in their dreams.

I have done a lot of ballet presentations since Grade 3. Obviously, i started so small. As far as i could rememeber, I was the black sheep in our Ballet class when i was in grade 3. Sometimes, i get very jealous to my classmates for I have seen very much grace into their works. But later on, I was able to continue my ballet lessons. When i was in grade 4-5, our Ballet teacher was Mrs. Ofelia Sandiego, the wife of Val Sandiego. Both were widely known in the field of dance and in fact, they owned the "Sandiego dance company" in Cebu! When I was in Grade 6, my Ballet teacher was Ms. Katrina Cortes. She's also a great ballerina. During her teachings, sh taught me a lot of things and I was in a lot of performances that time. We conducted recitals. I also starred in one of our recitals which was entitled "Pocahontas". I played Pocahontas' part. I was also sent to PHSA in Makiling for a ballet workshop. And now, i'm having Friday and Saturday ballet lessons in Montebello. I have discovered that I still have a lot more to learn in Ballet and I'm not that really very good. But i'm happy because I can still catch up in our lessons even though I stopped doing Ballet lessons for a couple of months.

As of now, i'm also accepting gigs and some Ballet request within Cebu City along with my balletmates so that we'LL also have extra income to supply our school needs and costume bills.

TwiLight

When Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) reluctantly moved to the perpetually overcast town of Forks, WA, and set out to carve a niche for herself, she assumed it would be one similar to the low-profile social position she held back in Phoenix. First on the list of surprises was the unfamiliar attention from the male population of her new high school; second, the attention from one male in particular: Edward Cullen, Vampire (Robert Pattinson). Before long, the unlikely soul mates find themselves in a passionate relationship with a variety of significant setbacks, including Edward's special-needs diet (he doesn't eat humans, but Bella's scent inspires a nearly impossible to harness bloodlust) and the human girl's mortality. Though things proceed relatively smoothly at first (Edward even introduces Bella to his adoptive vampire family), a visiting vampire clan consisting of James (Cam Gigandet), Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre), and Laurent (Edi Gathegi) catches Bella's unique scent and threatens the young couple's budding, if dangerous, happiness. James, known for his powerful tracking ability, becomes obsessed with making Bella his next victim. Fearing for Bella's safety and that of her loved ones, the Cullens must combine their collective talents in order to stop the highly predatory James before his goal is accomplished. ~ Tracie Cooper, All Movie Guide

[Twilight is really amazing adn super cooL. So far, the story was really unique and very unusual compared to some other love stories. The actors really fit their role and i was very shocked by their transformations. Robert Pattinson offstage was not really cool for me. But OMG!! He was really rockin by worLd when he was in Twilight. He was so hot!]

If i were a boy-beyonce

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[ i reaLLy Like the song.,the best.,ever!!]

MYMP @ SM, Northwing

Last November14,2008, one of the most popular band in the music industry had a rocking performance at Sm City, Northwing.

MYMP being one of the top bands in Filipino Music industry rocked the whole place with their sweet love songs. The show started at around 6:30pm. The whole crown cheered as they saw Juris and Chin, arrive. One of my favorite part was their song cover of "Always be my Baby" and "Nothing's gonna stop us now". The show was about 1 hour. The rest of the time was spent for the autograph signing and picture taking. We were so lucky that time coz we were able to brounght our digitalcameras with us! From the second floor, we immediately rushed ourselves to the groundfloor to took pictures. The pressure from the crown kept us from getting there. But we didn;t gave up that easily. I was able to took pictures of them. I was so happy!

Here are some pictures i took:

[Chin and Juris chit-chattin]


[during their performance]

[Chin with a fan. Chin's smile was so cute]

[Juris singing one of their songs]

[Juris, she's so pretty!]

** That was it guyz. Actually i've got more pix but i got so tired. LOL! Anyways, I cannot forget this day! MYMP rox my worLd.,!!**

**I would also like to thank the people with me that time: Ate Donna, Charisse, Raechell and Shemar**

Unlucky Monkey Business

I was so disappointed for these past few days. I was not really doing well at school and in my personal life. Some factors were affected and new problems arouses each time i try to seek for solutions. I really don;t know what's happening to me. I know some thing's really wrong. I just can't figure it out. And all these things are making me feel so down and so stupiid!! Every time i commit such mistakes, i can't help myself from blaming me. Every time I commit such mistakes, it's as if I'm making dirt of my name and reputation. It's as if, I'm the one who's loosing the teacher's trust unto me. I'm really worried.

And the latest incident took place during our Mapeh time. It was our Physical Education class when our teacher decided to conduct an application in the softball lesson we had. All females were tasked to play the softball. That time, our team was the first to be the batter. I was not really prepared that time. Aside from that, something kept me from trying. I guess that was fear who lured into my nerves. I just can't help myself but hide. I didn't know that the rest of our team members were feeling the same thing as mine! We all got stucked in one corner and pushed one another. And because of what we did, our teacher got so irritated and so, he ordered us not to join the activity. That made me feel stupid! I didn't want that day to have it that way! I was expecting for a fun day and a very perfect day! But i screwed it up! That day was a total mess. After the class, our team was scolded by the teacher in front of the class. I was so embarrassed knowing that I'm one of the students competing for honors.

By the end of the day, I learned some lessons. I was really blaming the whole thing to myself and I promised myself that this will be the last and the first bad incident that i'll commit for the rest of my highschool days.

Mr. and Ms. UN 2008

This day was a day of excitement, a day of fun and a day of colorful costumes worn by each HS students. I was not really prepared for the program. I didnt even have the proper attire to wear. At school, Phanie lent me her Filipiniana costume. I had no choice but to accept the offer. But something's making the whole thing worst! The costume's fine but it doesn;t fit my country. My assigned country was U.A.E or United Arab Emirates. As we all know this country is the conservative type. And my Filipiniana costume is way too far from their traditional clothing. I was so problematic. I wasn't able to practice for my speech and i was not able to develop my confidence. The program started. And i still don't have the confidence and the courage to walk infront of the crown. But just as when we were about to have our turn. My "fashionista side" worked! I was able to improvised and was able to turn my Filipiniana cotsume into Arabian costume. That was just the perfect timing. I was so glad that time. But another problem was given to me. I forgot my speech! And i wasn't able to remember enough of it. At an instance, I thought of some lines to memorize. That was really killing me out! In the end, jeric Mae PAcio was declared as Ms. Asia 2008.,but the overall winner was Vanessa Pearl Abelong, MS. UN 2008!

P.S. I also proved something, i bag 2nd place for the Essay writing contest. I'm so happy!

YFC-Serviing God while making friends

YFC, most widely known as Youth for Christ. Although their are a lot of catholic organizations but i find this org as the coolest one! Here you'll find youth activities and you'll also get to mingle with some other youths as well. In YFC, you're not just ,making friends wiht your co-youth but you're also making friends with God. Aside from that, you'll get to know him better and you'll learn to follow his words and love him even more. You'll also learn to trust him and most especially to serve him. Lastly, you'll also learn to treasure evey single things in this world, either big or small, ugly or pretty, special or not, all those stuffs are part of this happy world and they are all God's instruments. IN YFC, you'll realize how wonderful life is and you'll also make use of your youthful days.

For me, being part of this org is something to be proud of and something to be happy of. That is why even though i'm not so active in this particular group, i just treasure every moment i spend with them and i spend serving, worshiping, praying, and thanking God.

II-Harmony.,Room cool?

I'm currently in second year HS and i'm currently staying in a very dirty room of ours. I really hate all the mess in our room. I also hate being a classroom cleaner. Right after i clean the rom, it gets more dirty. And i hate it! I guess i was just wasting my time cleaning a messy room. Our classmates were just too lazy and too dependent on the sanitary engineers. I really don't know how to descipline them. And I don't know how to act either. Our room is totally cursed, i guess? How can i get rid of those dusts? How can i organize our classroom. OMG!! I really don't know what to do. Good thing next week, i'll be assigned to another cleaning assignment.

This day..

This day..

I wasn't expecting to represent our class for the Essay Writing Contest. I was so shocked to know the news and the worst thing? I was informed one minute before the contest would start. I really don't know what to do! Aside from that, the topic was making me crazy! I wasn't able to study the topic furthermore. And aside from that, some year levels already assigned their representative a week before the sembreak(i think??) Right now, i hope i wasn;'t able to write silly things on my essay.

Love can Wait but People Can't

Love..How can you say that it's already love? He once broke my heart, but then I gave him another chance. I was able to forgive him. Not just because he had apologized to me but because he still has my heart. Can we call this as love?

I don't really know. The only thing i'm giving focus right now is my studies. I could have balanced this stuff to my studies. But the only problem is my parents. I know they won't allow me to be involved in a relationship like this. And i'm also aware that i'm just too young for this. That's why i'm hoping for the right time to come. I'm also crossing my fingers that when that time comes, he still loves me and i still love him. As of now, I coudn't compare him to any other guys int own. For me, there's nothing to ask for more about this guy. He seemed so perfect. Maybe he's really the perfect boyfriend every girl dreams of. I love his violin and his music. I love him! And I can't regret this fact.

I only hope he won't get tireed waiting for me. I hope that the right time will come to us immediately. I know this year will be the last year I can see him everyday. By next year, we'll have our separate ways. I'll continue on my highschool life while he begins another journey on his college life. How i wish love will never fade.

Fixing a Broken Heart-Azn Dreamers

I really love this song..I was planning of displaying the lyrics of sthe song here in my blog but unfortunately, it takes muhc time. So instead, i added the link of the song lyrics where you could find it. Special thanks to lyricsmode.com!
http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/azn_dreamers/fixing_a_broken_heart.html

To a friiend whO broke my heart..

I actually cannot define love as of this time. But there’s this one guy who can help me remember what love really is. Love is his music which fills the emptiness within me. Love is his violin and my ballet shoes. Love is me and him.
But things didn’t work out as what i want it to be. It was so heart crashing that i wanted to believe it as one of my worst nightmares. He was the first man i got addicted to and the first man whom i cried to. I thought he’s the perfect man to fill my imperfections but i was wrong. At first, i knew that this day would happen. But I was so stupid that I allow myself to fall for this man. If I only listened to myself and if i only followed myself, I would not end up crying and regreting things. But for me, love is not selfish. Even if i knew that i would get hurt, i still tried my luck for love.
“Love is like heaven but hurts like hell”, this saying is indeed so true. But I also believe that their is always the right man for something. Their’s the right man to love, the right man to get addicted to, the right man to fall to, the right man to be obssessed to, the right man for your dreams and most especially, the right man for your tears. Their’s always the right man who will wait and will truly love us. But if you’ll gonna ask me.,i still love this man as of this moment. I dont know until when this feeling will last.All i know is this man has broken me into pieces but still, here i am waiting ang hoping for his love to come back, sounds so stupid right??
I guess i’ll just have to end this blog this way.:
Leigh Cellano
Born: October 22
Star sign: Libra
Address: Tawason, Mandaue City
** a very passionate musician**
** the man i got addicted to **
** the man i cried to **
* and the man who first broke my heart the most *
3FragiiLe3

one sPooky night.,

This story took place one spooky night of November 1 at around 10:30 pm..

I was about to sleep when I heard annoying noises coming from our sala. I was on our room that time, together with my 12 year old brother and my 10 year old sister. Only the three of us. Our housemaid, 19 years young who was suppose to sleep with us every night took her halloween vacation in their province. We (along with my brother) slept late that night waiting for our elder brother to go home. We got so bored that time so we decided to watch the latest T.V show. Unfortunately, all shows that time were horror movies. We had no choice but to watch. I guess that woudn't scare me much because we were two in that room. We finished watching one show. At around 10:20 pm, our mother told us that we should go to bed and our brother will not be going home for that night. We immediately went to our room. I was already very sleepy but I guess something is stoping me from getting asleep. My nerves got so sensitive that time that even soft noises got me awake. That was too different from the real me! I got very irritated that time that even small droplets of water from our CR kept my wide-eyes open. I tried to shut my eyes, but the rest of my senses were still active and alert. I canot barely sleep. I heard noises coming from our sala. I tried to convince myself that it was just my mother. Then I heard another unexplained noise. I cannot actually describe the noise. I also have no idea where it could possibly come from. All I know is that it really scared me to death! Fortunately, I was able to sleep just before Mr. Sun rises.

That incident really made me crazy. And in fact, I was not the only one who heard such noises. My brother also did!! But I guess those were just our imaginations, a negative effect of what we watched that night. I guess we really got scared on that movie and it almost killed us.,LOL!! Right nowm ic ould only laugh at myself on such nonsense.

<3 Fragiile <3

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SeLected pictures during our performance in waterfront hotel.,

INTRA and EXTRA murals S.Y 2008-2009

Intramurals once again. Lots of fun and exciting games will be held. All the students will be having a lot of fun. But the question is, do we really know the purpose of intramurals.,?

INTRA from the greek word "enter", and MURALS meaning "walls". When put up together, intramurals means "within the walls".

Our intra and extra murals was held in our school and outside the school campus the following day. It was two days of fun and excitement, and Happiness and enjoyment. On the first day, we had our cheerdance competition, dancesports competition, Larong pilipino and on the spot games. Of all the activities mentioned, I only participated cheerdance competition,.waahh!! I'm suppose to e playing "karang" and "Obstacle relay". but my classmates were so damned annoying that i happen to lost my mood that time. I got very mad at our class president who was acting really mean that time. We also had jail booth, and I was really caught one time but was able to pay 2.00 pesos so I can be freed. I hate that game. We really have to spend money on that game. Our first day of our intrams ended past 5:00 o'clock in the afternoon.

[Annoying moments:]

My heart crashed into pieces once again. OUCH!! Questions in my mind are making me stupid and crazy. "Does Leigh have a feelings for Angeline.,??"

Intramurals, DAy 2

We had the second part of our Intrams in Greenville. I brought my scrabble board with me. I'm the representative for Scrabble in our section. But unluckily i end up fourth place. I really cried. I fear that my classmates will blame me for the result of the game. And i hate it. I really cried. We had a lot of games, these were basketball, volleyball, badminton, lawn tennis, and swimming. At noon, i got very bored, By 3:00, the awarding ceremony started. After that, my schoolmates raced theirselves to the pool. They were really pool addicts. LOL..

[Annoying moments:]

I saw Leigh and Angeline went home together under the dark and rainy night.

P.S. I went home at 10:00 p.m..I was so tired and was very wet by the rain.

My Lyf.,My worLd., My decision..

quit njd ko ue.,d na jd ko gsto sa mga happenings sa aku lyp nowadays.,LecHe kaayu uE.,gaLagot jd koh..Quit njd koh.,d nKo gs2 sa aku Lyp.,unfair na jd kaayu nih.,i want peace of mind.,Daghan kaayu questions ang naa sa aku mind krn.,and i want answers immediately..My heart has been crashed into pieces a million times already.,i won't wait for the time nga i really need to have a heart transplant. Its reaLLy broken.,i guess no one can fix it.,not even my family can replace d heartaches and sorrows i felt.,coz on top of my Heartbreaker List is my very own family.


I reaLLy hate the fact that my life's really ruined. And i can take it anymore..maYbe as of his moment i badLy need a LittLe bit of TLC from my friends and to those people who really care for me, truLy nd wiLLingly..(TLC means.,tender Luving care..)


But sad to say, as what i have noticed for these past few days, those people whom I expected to care and to love me were the onLy one who gave me totaL heartbreak..OUCH!!


I'm ruined.,and i hate it.,BOW..




_eLoise_

MCSFA Night 2008

We recently had our MCSFA night and it was really a very rare experience, and i Love it..!! Everything were unexpected, but still we still managed to wear a good mood all through out the performance. Well maybe except to the last part of the program wherein I really freaked out adn my nerves were really going crazy. Someday forgot to return my make up and it really took me more or less 30 mins to find it back. Good thing Shemar was able to find it with her precious eyes. Special thanks to her!

For me the program was held at a very short period of time. Even though it was about 2 hours, I wasnt feeling like very tired a pressured. I was not really contented. By 10 o'clock, the program has come to its end. I still dont wanna go home. But my younger brother who was with me the whole performance cannot spend another minute on that place and he really wanted us to go home. By 11:00 p.m we were able to arrive home. Feeling releifed by the fact that i'm home, i immediately went to our bed room. I tried to shut my weary eye a million times but i only end up wiht nothing. I wasnt able to sleep immediately. Maybe it took me 1 hour to finally take a good sleep. wewh!!

By the way, i'm not suppose to tell you this but I just can't control this stupid feelings of mine. I really can't help myself thinking all about some precious moments while we were at school and at the venue. I wasn't really expecting for "my pet" and his violin to be with the dance company that night. And to admit it, i was really glad to see him with us. I'm so happy! I felt overwhelmed, and I love the feeling once again.

In contrast to that precious feelings, a very heart crashing moments also took place. I really felt so bad for "my pet". He was really making me jealous over Ate Angeline. Ouch! It hurts..seemed like hell for me. Love hurts!! So mean..very mean.!!

USC-Science Ed. tour

Last August 29 we had our sciece educational tour in the University of San Carlos-TC in Talamban, Cebu City. I really enjoyed our tour. I have seen many things all related in Science. First we visited "Biology". I saw a human fetus and a human skeleton! Woawh!! Creepy.. Right next to "Biology" we visited "Physics". I wasnt able to understand well. But at least, I was able to store little informations. Much better than nothing, right?! I got a little bit bored when we had that "physics" thing, there were demonstrators. All were students from USC. And some were pretty cute.,LOL.,!! And by that, i bet all girls in the group were not able to focus our eyes on the topic discussed. Our attention was caught by those charming and gorgeous guyz out there., But after that, I wasn't able to remember a single face from them. I simply forgot their faces. We were not able to finish visiting the whole "physics" department when Miss Russil announced that we will be heading back to school that very moment. I felt crashed. I dont wanna go back yet. I dont care about the afternoon program at school. I simply enjoy being in that place and discovering wonderful stuffs. I felt very disappointed. I wanna go bakc to that place.

(above: woah!! a human fetus.,preserved inside that jar..shh..!!)

(above: The skeleton, shemar, and me..)

~August 17, 2008~ this daY sucKs.,!!

It sucks..it really sucks.,!! First thing as i wake up in the morning, I wasn't able to notice the alarm ringing. By that, i woke up at 8:00 instead of 5:30 a.m., therefore i got late for our school activity. This was followed by another incident. My cam was with my brother. Supposedly, i'm the one who will bring the cam to school for our activity and for our show in Parkmall..( grrr..makasapot jud!! ) Shocks..!! At school, i wasn't able to participate in the Sunday Mass. Then we changed for our costume coz the ballet peepz will be the one to open the ceremony by our doxology. Everything's under control when Sir Nino, our dance instructor, announced that the showcase of talents will go first coz the person in-charge for the Induction ceremony has not arrived yet. Therefore, i hurriedly change for another costume. I was about to change my stuffs when one of our balletmates told me that the Induction ceremony will go first and i have to change for my Ballet costume, so i changed my costume. I thought my very unlucky moment was up to that time only. When the program was about to start, the CD player which contains our music for the doxology didn't play! What a crap!! I felt so down. I hurriedly changed for another costume i will be using for the showcase of talents. When i was already done changing, another balletmate announced that we still have to present another dance. I felt very hot tempered and freaked out. I told them to do the dancing without me. After that, another freaking incident happened. Our showcase of talent really sucks. It was really urghh..!!

By 2:00, the dancers, including me made our way to Parkmall where we will be performing. Sir Nino told us that we will be dancing 3 dances namely, Doxology, Usahay, and Buhata Na. When we arrived on the venue, we had our blocking immediately. It was not listed on the repertoire that there will be a Doxology and Usahay. That simply means, our only dance will be Buhata Na. After that, it was announced that the show will start at 7:00 p.m. All of us had a very grand time of chit-chatting and playing. But by 5:00 something, Sir Nino told us to immediately change for our respective costumes. The rest of our co-dancers hurriedly changed except the Ballet majors( i'm with them) since our dance is nearly to the end of the progrma and there's no need for us to hurry. It was about 5 dances to go before "Buhata Na" and we were all prepared. Unexpectedly, Sir Nino announced that there will be no Buhata Na. I felt very embarassed that time. We end up feling like a fool, not having a single dance to perform. I almost cried. It was very shocking and bombing to my part. I was expecting to perfom in front of the mayor. And all those expectations burst like bubbles. And it sucks.,!!

This day really sucks like hell. STRIKE 2..one to go and i'LL quit..!! Shocks.,!! i was really embarassed and i really won;t forget this day. By the end of the day, i regret that i chose to perform instead of hanging out with the whole family in S.M. I felt really sad and my heart was shattered into pieces.

1st Periodical Test ~ One Down, Three more..^_ ^

WaaahH!! Our first Periodical Test has just ended. One down! Three to go!! LawL..!! I'm so happy although I didnt get the highest score in each test. I'm thankful enough to have such scores. At least i didn't make it to the bottom. I can really say all my struggles has bear enough to make myself proud. But to admit it, i was a little bit depressed on my science score. I really studied hard and focused more on that subject to get really bombing scores. But the test questions which came out was unexpected. And therefore, i got quite low scores and wasn't able to get the passing score. Shockz!! My bad!! Hate it..But to the rest of the subjects, i find them quite good but not very good. I wan't to aim more. I know i can do better if only i study more. What i'm doing now is not enough to make it to the top! I can to reach out more and more..till i bop to the top!!

FAM DAY~ a struggLe for something

August 17 ~ Mandaue City School for The Arts, Family Day..I can't wait for this event. This time I'll make sure that i can participate in the said activity since i was not able to attend the same event last year! And by now i can feel through the cool air passing through my vibes, that i can really go to the event. No need for other excuses.. I'll surely make it to the day. We'll be performing our winning piece during the dulang pilipino, on the same date. And that's where my struggle started. I definitely don't know what to do..First, i want to present, just to prove that i know a little bit of acting and to make my parents proud of me. But then on the other side, I wanna quit because i feared my mother will not appreciate my role in the play. And aside from that, there was one scene which shows a love story between me and a punk guy(kunuhay)..And i hate to hear some negative feedback from my mother. She might think i'm that flirt or something. And as of this time, i dont know what to do. if i quit, i'll bring our presentation to hell and i'll also loose the expectations of my fellow actors and actresses and also, my classmates. But if i continue, i'm afraid that my mother will have a negative picture of me being that flirt. And i really know the attitude of my mother. Ohemgee..!! I need help..

.,I'm broKen..,

I'm brokEn.,broken into pieces.,!! things were so harsh for the four of us..First, the conflict was onLy between Khersy and Chai..and nOW, i was aLreadY invoLed.,!! I reaLLy don't knoW what to do, what to think and what to act.,knowing d facT that i'LL gonna meet thEse peePz everydaY.,anD its reaLLy ahrd for me to LEt go of the friendship knOwing dat i've been with them for a very Long tym aLreadya nd i'm getting usEd to our friendship..Things we're jaz too harsh for us that we're over-reacting things., Its reaLLy terribLe having such misunderstandings with a friend..I jaz dont know what to do..maybe i shaLL cut the string that bonds us aLL together..coz this aLready happened twice..and i wiLL not aLLow it to happen for the third tiMe..

COOKING CONTEST!! Go..HarMony..!!

Go..Go..HARMONY!! Our preparation and cooking of the food.
Me and Desiree(bLurred.,??!!)
Pyesta sa BArrio!!! woHoo..!!
Our MAPEH teacher..Mr. Nino MAtillano..one of the judges..!!
Judges..Judges..judges..!!




Wohoo..we wOn 1st place.,!! At Least..LOL.,!! Harmony rock!! Harmony is on d groove.,!! wohoo..congratz to aLL of us, most especially to our cooks..Lennart for the fried rice.,Shemz for the garden saLad and Tofu BBQ, eLLa for the nEst souP..etc..CONGRATZ!!!

D for decisions..U for undecided and C for crazy

Waaah!! Decisions..decisions..i'm currently undecided thus making me crazy!! This matter is subject to my School life: what will I take as my major and minor? well as of now i'm currently undecided..really undecided!! I really have to make up my mind as soon as possible before everything will be too late. I dont wanna make the wrong decision and end life weeping and regreting things. I dont wanna end up having folk dance as my major, i dont wanna have a career with a terror teacher! I also dont wanna end up hoping and crossing my fingers on continuing my ballet career. And now, I thought of shifting my major to Theater Arts. My minor?!! still no idea of that thing. And i'm really determined to shift. I'm only waiting for the right time and the right timing!! Haist!! I felt so hopeless right now. All i could do is pray!!

FriiiienDs neVer sAy DiiE..

There was one time when the whole gang of W.I had turned so down and so upset than it came to the point of almost giving up to our friendship. The only solution? crying our hearts out inside our classroom C.R. I never expected something like that will happend to our gang. Jaz bcoz of that stupid guitar? What the heck?! Thats why i really don't understand our friendship status at that time. I admit, we were really acting like stupid grown ups during that time. But good thing that our porblem was solved immediateLy before it was too late.,special thanks to the very drama letter chai made, that was for us to know and to realize how important our friendship. And it was because of that letter that I really cried out loud. to admit it, i was a little bit pissed of by that letter becaues it made me so freaking emotional that i really cried in front if my friends! But still, i was very glad because we were able to give value to our friendship and until this very moment, we still remained the best of friends!! weeee..!! i LuvShoo my W.I peEpz..tiLL death do us pArt..frieNDs nevEr saY Die..mwah!!

Damn it!! SchooL LiFe.,??!!

School days once again!! I really hate going to school. Why do we still need to go to school?? Why can't we not learn the basic immediately after we were given birth? Why do we need to spend our time doing long school works for years. Why can't we not go to our job immediately??

Studying might be interesting but too boring sometimes. Aside from all those school works, I really hate all those terror teachers! Math is my least favorite subject. All those mathematical equations are making me freak out! English is my most favorite subject. At school, i am majoring Ballet. Why Ballet?? Sekreto para Bibo!! LOLz..I luv baLLet..Aside from Ballet, i am also having Theater Arts as my minor. For me Ballet and Theater should go hand in hand. My friends are also my entertainments at school. They make fun of me and i make fun of them! Simply give and take!! Although not all are true to me, but i'm grateful enough to have some friend to be proud of! Aside form my friends, i also got my favorite teahcers. My most favorite is our English teacher. She's so cooL as ever! I also like our MAPEH teahcer. But sometimes he's very strict. he;s also our Folk dance consultant. There are also some activities every month. Enough just to enjoy ourselves. This includes the Nutrition month, Buwan ng wika, UN month, etc. Different kinds of fun activities were prepared by the SSG org. at school.

School life has freaked me out a lot of times already! But still, I remained strong-willed.

100% pure..

At last, after such activities related to YFC, i can now say that i am 100% tatak YFC!!

After our Covenant last June 22, I am now a certinfied YFC..tatak Kristo!! I was so happy!! Unfortunately, we wasn't able to recieve our I.D's on the same day but that didnt serve as a hindrance to out good mood. We gave honor to our co-YFC member who celebrated his birthday for past few days.

The covenant was entirely fun at the same time very valuable. We learnt a lot of things all about our God!! We learnt about the life of a YFC. And all those negative and positive activities were just fine for me! I accepted the role being YFC, serving God at the same time, doing our duties as students and youth of the community.

Tatak Kristo!!!

Unexpected farewells

These past few days, i have been so shocked by the news i heard from my fellow youthmates. Two of my close youthmates was making me emotionally down. One friend has to continue his studies in Badian, the sad fact is that i even don't have an idea whether he'll still come back to mandaue or not. The other one has to start his college life in a dormitory in relation to his college course. 2 years in a dormitory and on his 3rd year in college, he'll be abroad. Oh my God!! I dont know what to do! Both are my close friends even with a short period of time. They are damned nice and so cooL. I'll really miss them!!

Click on these links to enter their rocking world in friendster and be able to know how wonderful these people are:

STEPHEN (mah papartz)

http://profiles.friendster.com/43887592

RHNGIE

http://profiles.friendster.com/42847902

iCross, AYC 2008

+ iCross..it is done +

+ 1st North Area Youth Conference +

+ May 24-25, 08, Felipe R. Verallo Memorial Foundation College, Bogo City, Cebu +

I was there..yohoo!! I wasn't able to notice what time we exactly arrived on the venue because a lot of new faces caught my attention. It was really great! new faces + me=new friends..But aside from all those new faces, i also saw familiar ones. The experience was freaking cool. I enjoy every second i spent during the conference except those times where we really need to go to our room which was for me a mile far from the activity area!! I really hate those times. Walking all our way to our room took a lot of our time, and our energy. Urgh, too much of all those bad memories. I've got loads of cool and happy thoughts to share. First was when we bagged the trophy during the praise parade competition. We will be representing North1 for the next conference in Dumaguete. Praise God!!! Next fun thing was when we had a fellowship in catmon, Cebu. We all had fun!!!

After that, we rode our way home. Sad to say. I really missed my co-yfc's after that. Most especially those people who easiLy became one of my cLose friends, namely Hoshin, Geliane, Kelvin, Stephen, Michael, Jayson, Abner, Rengie, etc.

Can't wait to meet them all again!!

YFC cluster 1 north 1-i belong!!

Finallly i have found a place where anyone can accept me for who i am! A place more than enough for me to enjoy myself. Enjoying at the same time worshiping God's name. Even how mean i am, i learned that it was and will never be too late for me to come back into God's safe arms again! God is enough!! He's more than enough! Nothing to ask for more. Nothing to have regrets. Nothing to loose. Nothing to hurt yourself. It was really fun being with these people i call "new friends". As i graduate being YFC, i cannot exactly explain my feelings. All mixed up! Happy, excited, grateful, surprised..all in one..I really treasure every second being with the group. All those laughs, and talks were kept in a special place in my body called "heart". All those worship songs i learned, i have found them very interesting and inspiring. Sometimes i can reflect on the song. Being part of this group also made me very shocked. I wasn't expecting that my co-bro and sis are that wacky at the same time very religious. It is indeed the right place where i belong!

Oh my Anime 3!!!

La Corda d'Oro

An anime for music lovers. Hino Kahoko, a student of Seiso Academy from the general department was gifted a magical violin after seing a music fairy named Lili. With her magical violin, she was able to join the school's concours with participants from the music department of the same academy. With her are:

Len Tsukimori-major in violin

Kazuki Hihara-major in trumpet

Azuma Yunoki-major in flute

Shouko Fuyuumi-major in clarinet

Keiichi Shimizu-major in ciello

Ryoutarou Tsuchiura-a student from general department and soccer club. He plays the piano during the concours.

Hino Kahoko in the end will loose her magic violin but will still continue participating the concours.

Here are some La Corda d'Oro videos:

La Corda d Oro AMV - Differences by lilaznxgirl

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-155253/La-Corda-d-Oro-AMV-Differences.html

La Corda d'Oro AMV - Fill My Heart by Nargiszz

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-277368/La-Corda-dOro-AMV-Fill-My-Heart.html

Hihara and Kahoko AMV - La Corda d Oro by ebullis

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-87843/Hihara-and-Kahoko-AMV-La-Corda-d-Oro.html

Credits to http://www.crunchyroll.com/ and http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/La_Corda_D_oro

EPISODE TITLES

1.Impossible Prelude 2.The Gavotte's Grim Future 3.The Anonymous-By-Request Chopin 4.Waltz Of The Lost Heart 5.Barefooted Vibrato 6.An Uneasy Polka 7.The Secretive Duet 8.Heart-Spinning Canon 9.The Concerto Of Serenity 10.The Virtuoso of Aloofness 11.The White And Black Adagio 12.The Guilty Pianissimo 13.Irreplaceable Melody 14.Capriccio Of A Maiden's Heart 15.Aria Of A Throbbing Heart 16.The Lying Violin 17.The Uneasy Crescendo 18.Partita of Grief 19.Pavan of the Losing Heart 20.Rondo of Tear Color 21.Andante Again 22.Fanfare for You 23.Our Cadenza 24.Heart-Filling Harmony 25.Beloved Ave Maria 26.A Summer Encore (Special)

Such a beautiful anime. The story's perfect for those who are addicted and also to those who lost inspiration on music. As of now i'm looking forward for the Season 2 of this anime! To those who are La Corda d'Oro lovers, please sign the petition for Season 2 on this link: http://www.gopetition.com/online/15140.html

See ya!!

Oh my Anime 2!!

Ginban Kaleidoscope

This is an anime all about a teenage skater, Sakurano Tazusa who is very determined to reach the Torino Championship. Along with her journey is a Canadian ghost, Pete Pumps, who died during one of his air stunts. Pete was sent back to earth to accomplish a mission within 100 days. He then accidentally posessed into Tazusa's body.

All through out Tazusa's preparation for the Torino winter Championship, Pete accompanied her all the time. Now it's hard for both to go on separate ways after they have developed a special relationship for each other. Will Tazusa have the chance to tell Pete about her hidden feelings for the ghost? Will Tazusa have the chance to meet Pete again?

That's what i'm up to for the Season 2 of Ginban Kaleidoscope. I hope for the Season 2 as soon as possible. See ya next world stage!!

Oh my anime!!

Recently, i have been watching cool anime from crunchyroll and here are some anime i can't stop thinking of:

SUGAR SUGAR RUNE

This is a story of friendship between Chocolat and Vanilla, two queen candidates from the magical world who was sent to the human world to compete for the Queen position. Their goal is to get the highest number of collected hearts from humans. There are different kinds of hearts such as the Pee heart which is colored yellow and also the lowest value among the hearts (it only gives 500 ecure). And the red heart which has the highest value. The voir heart whish is colored black is a dangerous heart because it doesn't symbolizes love but jealousy. Their second goal is to protetc their own hearts and not to be taken by anotehr being. When that happens automatically the candidate will be disqualified and will die.

Chocola having a very strong personality always find a very hard time on collecting red hearts compared to Vanilla who has an opposite personality as Chocola. Added to the stress of both candidates, Glace, known as the ice prince in the magical world disguises himself as Pierre in the human world to pursue his evil plans towards the magical world and the queen candiadates as well. In the end, Chocola was able to complete the missing puzzles in her life including her questions about her long-lost mother. Chocola was also crowned as the Queen of both Magical world and Glace's world after Vanilla gave her throne to Chocola and Pierre became good and married Chocola.

Such a nice story right??!! But actually, i haven't seen the rest of the episodes of this anime. I was only up to episode 31 then i skipped to the final episode. Crunchyroll hasn't uploaded the rest of the episodes and that's what i've been looking forward to these days. But still i was able to relate a little bit on the story.

`TO BE CONTINUED`

Samuel Lawrence Concepcion

Personal Life

Samuel Lawrence Lopez Concepcion, more widely known as Sam Concepcion, was born on October 17, 1992. His parents are Raymund Concepcion and Gene Concepcion. Sam also has three siblings - Kuya Red (22), Diko Kevin (21) and as Sangko Sam to their baby sister, Gabby (11). At the age of 2, he was already able to carry a tune and dance to simple songs. By the time he was 5 years old, he was already in theater. Inevitably, Sam pursued singing and dancing.

Rise to Stardom

Sam's major TV exposure came via Little Big Star on ABS-CBN. Sam easily got the attention of the judges and viewers. He was initially dubbed as the Singing Crush ng Bayan and had been constantly a crowd's favorite. In fact, he was voted as "My Favorite Star" for having the most number of text votes, which comprised 52% of all the total votes. During the Grand Finals, Sam sang "I Can't Stand Still" from Footloose, one of the highly successful musicals produced by STAGES. He eventually won the whole competition with the title, "The Brightest Star" for the Big Division over equally talented kids. Since then, Sam has steadily risen towards stardom.

To all those people who are highly addicted to Sam please join Samsters Clique Clan(SCC) where you can get fresh updates of Sam! Please support him.

Website ni Sam: http://SamConcepcion.net

Philippines' Pride: CHARISSE PEMPENGCO

Oh my God! What an excellent voice! Charisse Pemepengco after winning next to Sam Concepcion in Little Big Star gave pride to the Philippines with her amazing voice. First she wowed the world during her performance in Korea's Star King. Followed by the US Ellen DeGeneres Show, London's Paul O'Grady Show and lastly in Oprah where she made Oprah Winfrey cry. Her voice is indeed her magical power to reach her dream to be one of the biggest musical talent and now she had made her first step to make her dream come true. Good Job!

Welcome to a whole new world

A whole new world indeed! It was not long since i discovered a brand new world for my blogs and cheesy stories. Please add me up as your friend. My e-mail ad is eloise_pipz13@yahoo.com. I also have the same e-mail ad on my friendster. If you like you can also add me in myyearbook (same e-mail ad). Bye!!