i love you, Goodbye

Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010

Few minutes from now will be another year! Year 2009 will soon pass by. I damn admit that this year has been very great to me! ^^ Lot's of things happened!

And to count them one by one, let's take it from the first month of the year, January2009 until the the very moment I'm writing this blog. ^^

January 2009- I spent another awesome Sinulog celebration with my best buds, Walang Iwanan! It was great! ^^
February 2009- W.I's 1st Anniversary! ^^ I love my besties!
March 2009- I landed 1st honor during our culmination activity in my Sophomore year! It was unexpected but it felt great!
April 2009- SUMMER FUN - though some days were oh-so boring! *grins*
May 2009- SUMMER ESCAPADE in INTUSAN with family! yeah! Had fun!
June 2009- I'm on Junior level! SPARTAN!
July 2009- Nutrition Month- I won as Ms. Nutrition2009!
August 2009- Buwan ng Wika : got involved in awesome events!
September 2009- Fashion Walk 2009! great experience!
October 2009- October 5: I turned 15! ^^ [ skater boy is love ]
November 2009- November 30: Had a concert with the Asian Troubadours, Mandaue Children Choir and Cebu Chamber Singers. It was a great experience!
December 2009- Christmas party! More foods! I had so much fun! ^^ Dec. 23: Passionata Christmas Party- Kuya Jake was so gentleman! Had fun moments at the party! ^^

Lot's of good things have occured in this year! This is another unforgettable year! ^^

Before I end this blog, I would like to thank everyone who have made this year special. To my family, bestfriends, schoolmates, dancemates, classmates, concert mates, friends, Kuya Jake! I LOVE YOU guys! Thank you!

Team Jake :]]

TEAM JACOB JAKE! :]

Now I've got interesting facts why we should love this guy:

• He plays the violin
• He has long, curly amazing hair!
• He's a gentleman
• He's cute!
• He can robot dance!
• He can sing
• He's a human beat box XD
• He's part of the Asian Troubadours! *thumbs up*
• He looks like the hot wolf from Twilight Saga, Jacob Black!
• He has the same name as Jacob Black! Jake --> Jakey! :]]
• He's simply amazing!
• He's oh-so talented!
• He has a positive aura! ^^
• He's simply Jake Juleous Gacang!

Team JAKE G. forever! *giggles*

coincidence?

pure coincidence? or does it have any meaning at all? YOU decide!

Pacquiao vs Morales after 13 days - Wowoweee stampede

Pacquiao vs Larios after 13 days - Mayon Volcano erupted

Pacquiao vs Barrera after 13 days - Glorietta 2 bombing

Pacquiao vs Marquez after 13 days- rice shortage

Pacquiao vs.Cotto after 13 days- Maguindanao massacre

what's next?

I first received this via mobile text messages. Upon reading the text message, it gave me goosebumps! I thought it was just another stupid text message. But then, my curiosity had bothered me to the extent that I finally asked myself.. "what if Pacquiao has been using this so called "anting-anting" in his every fight and all us will be the ones responsible to suffer the consequences? But I think this is just another stupid and silly "theory".

so.. what do you think?

obsessions, depressions, and pressures!

Whether we like it or not, time will come that we'll be able to encounter certain pressures in our life- most especially in the career we are part of!

pressures, depressions and obsessions I think those three are really bothering me
I cannot deny that I am really into pressures right now, both in school and out of school activities. My world doesn't belong to a typical teenage life- who goes by her friends anytime on Saturdays or Sundays. Somehow, I'm getting my way into the world of performing- where different kinds of talents get to meet each other and perform in front of the cheering crowd! Even on holidays where the rest of your friends got the time to sit their butts at home, but there we go- entertaining random people or conducting massive practices! Sometimes, the thought of it makes me thrill my nerves and feel blue in jealousy and envy! Sometimes I just hope to be the typical teenage girl. Part of the career is the thought that there's always someone within the group that can surpass your ability. The feeling wherein you just have to do your best but still your best wasn't good enough to regain the position. I admit, this thing really bothers me! In every field I am into, I always feel depressed that I into no good at all! That I was just part of the group for no special reason. Just plainly a member! From our school career to my extracurricular activities, I feel like I'm totally fading! Even though how much you try to impress the elders, you just can't! And it sucks! :[ Dreams and obsession.. I always dream to play variety of musical instruments! To be specific, " violin " is what I dream of! My first step on the grounds of my school, "Mandaue School for the Arts" was way back year2003 during my 3rd Grade in Elementary. I was so much amazed by group of kids playing the violin along the school quadrangle. It was the first time I was able to see the violin closely! It had such wonderful sound! From then on, I'm always looking forward to be able to play the violin someday! Days have come that my brother became part of the "Rondalla" at school and great musical opportunities came along his way! I was so glad he made it because it was the time where I was able to play the violin myself! It felt great! :]] But the thought that I could get better by just playing the basic " twinkle-twinkle variation " didn't work! Reading the musical notes written on the sheet music is my weakness! I could spend 10seconds of my life trying to figure out a single note written on it! It sucks, right?


Hell yeah! I suck! Thinking of all these heart-breaking concern makes it worse! But anyways, I trying to figure out some ways to get over all these non-sense! " There's always a rainbow after the rain ".. I'm trying to hold on into this line. That somehow, behind all these damn insecurities and depressions, something fruitful will leave a special remembrance in my quest!

thanks for reading! :] I just need some random people to read and hear me scream my words! YOU are much loved! Thanks for the time!

signed..

eLoiiiise :))